That one person.

I need to stop putting others before myself.
It just end with me in tears, wondering why people don't do the same for me.
I don't expect everyone to put me before themselves.
I just want that one person,
That would, not get off the phone, if they could hear how upset i was.
That wouldn't go to sleep, knowing I can't sleep
That would go to any lengths to just see me smile.
Just one person, that would treat me like, I'm worth something.
I look out for other people. but who's looking out for me?
Sometimes i will put my self first, stop repressing my feelings, tell the truth as i know it.
And i end up hurting people, and then I'm back to fixing someone else, and not myself.
I do love helping others though, it's just....Like treat others the way you want to be treated means nothing,
care for others, and they expect you to always be there, but they sometimes are there for you.
I just want someone to put me first, cause, i don't know how to put myself first yet....
SM